Friday, April 30, 2010

Nobody

Nobody can prevent me from moving forward. God is the ultimate conductor of my life. He has everything under control despite what circumstances come my way. No man can stand in the way of my goals and dreams. I am walking forward fitted with the whole armour of God. Although I am frustrated with a situation I am not going to let them get in the way of my destiny.

Listening Ear

When I receive an opportunity I tend to run with it. No matter where it takes me and no matter how long it lasts. There are always lessons to be learned. One just has to watch out for them. Don't give up on them just because it may not turn out the way one wants it to at the time. One does not know what the future holds. One must keep going on to the next event in one's life. One never knows where it might lead. One must tilt your ear towards the sky. The wise always possess a good listening ear.

Friday, April 16, 2010

The Cross vs. the Resurrection


The Cross is where I find forgiveness. The Cross is where I find healing. The Cross is where I kneel and gaze into Jesus' eyes and know that He shed His blood for me. The Cross is my safety net and Jesus is my rock hanging upon that tree. The Cross reminds me that He understands my pain. The Cross represents power to me. The Cross represents much more than I could ever express. 


The empty tomb reminds me that I have the risen Christ living in me. The empty tomb represents life after death. The empty tomb reminds me to live life to the fullest. The empty tomb represents the resurrection power of God. 


Healing is intertwined in there as well.    

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Misconceptions

Published in the TRU Omega on March 16th

During International Days I had opportunity to take in a few of the events. Improvisational skits performed in the Clock Tower addressed intercultural misunderstandings. While I was watching them, I began to recall times when I have been misunderstood. Most of the time, I find these experiences more humorous than upsetting.

For those of you who don’t know me, I have Cerebral Palsy and use a wheelchair for transportation. I’m unable to use my hands. The significance of this will become clearer as I continue.

When I go out to a restaurant, I often ask for a children’s menu because the servings are smaller and I have a fairly small appetite. I’ve had servers then ask me if I would like crayons and a coloring sheet. I usually just chuckle to myself and politely decline their offers.

Sometimes when I run into a person that I’ve known for a long time but haven’t seen for a while they will still ask, “Do you remember me?”

Usually I reply, “Yes,” and other times I just have to laugh.

After graduating from the Bachelor of Social Work program here at TRU, I found myself looking for a job. During an interview with a work search coordinator, I shared that I enjoyed writing, was about to publish a book of poetry and had my own blog and she asked, “Oh, do you mean you write with a pen?” Despite it being fairly obvious, this person did not realize that I am physically unable to use a pen and I need adaptive computer equipment to help me write.

One of my favorite pastimes is to socialize and meet new people. I especially enjoy doing this here at TRU. While taking a break from my studies, I often go to the Terrace cafeteria to have lunch, and have just recently discovered the Culinary Arts cafeteria. Although I have been coming to TRU for a few years now, I have only recently ventured out to eat in the cafeterias on campus. Because of my disability, I can have difficulty eating but this is quite normal for me. It may appear that I am choking to death or struggling to breathe, but don’t worry, it really does look worse than it is!

Sharing my experiences with all of you is not meant to deter anyone from approaching me and asking me questions. I simply hope to create awareness of misconceptions and let my fellow TRU students know that I too have felt misunderstood.

Because of the diverse cultural backgrounds, lifestyle choices and abilities that are present on campus, we have the unique opportunity to relate to one another through our shared experiences and ask each other questions. I encourage you all to take full advantage of this opportunity and share your unique perspectives with each other. You may be surprised to find that you have more in common than you think! Feel free to ask me any questions you may have and please don’t be shy!

Friday, February 26, 2010

Help me be wise

Help me be wise oh wise King.

Give me strategic wisdom.

Sometimes my automatic response is anger.

Remind me of the confidence that You have ingrained in me .

Help me make wise decisions and battle with them rightly.

Allow me to pay attention to small nudges that creep inside my heart.

They are a part of the greater picture.

You know what You are doing.